Learning to Love

I'm learning to love a little bondage,

learning to really love unconditionally!

TMI Tuesday

1. How addicted are you? You are in a rush, there is no time to make your morning coffee or stop to buy it. However, you can save time and get your “energy high” by brushing your teeth with a caffeine-infused toothbrush. Would you buy and use this product? Why or why not?
I would buy it, as I can't function in the mornings without my coffee fix.

2. You made a sex list of all the things you’d like to do but haven’t done. The list was lost and discovered by your boss at work. He/she ask if they can help you tick a few items off the list. What do you say?
I'd be very, very embarrassed. I guess I would thank him for the offer, then tell him I already have a man fulfilling everyone of my fantasies.

3. Sex around the house. Have you ever been bent over the kitchen counter or bent a lover over the kitchen counter and fucked? What did you like most about it? What did you like least?
I have not made love in the kitchen, but I have been bent over the dining room table -- not to mention getting laid ON the table. I guess what I liked most was being taken in a raw, hard & fast manner... and I LOVED every minute of it. I wouldn't change a thing.

4. Sexting…How do you really feel about it?
a. Meh? Not my thing.
b. Can take it or leave it, usually have to be begged to do it
c. I like it, it’s like foreplay.
d. Love it! I’m always sending naughty notes and steamy pics.
e. What’s your number? I have a daily sexting list, wanna sign up?
D -- I love teasing my fiance with dirty talk & sexy, revealing pictures.

5. What do you love to sniff? Why?
I like to smell my man -- naked, fresh out of the shower or after he applies his cologne.

TMI Tuesday

1. Would you take or have you taken a sexually themed vacation getaway (i.e., Hedonism, Club Fantasy Island, Cap d’Agde)? Why or why not?

I would love to take a sexually themed vacation with my fiance because we could pick a secluded "bondage" spot and enjoy an entire week driving each other crazy!!!

2. You have won an erotic fantasy weekend getaway package custom fit to your needs. Describe the fantasy you desire.

Again, I'd pick a secluded bondage resort in a warm climate so I could spend the entire weekend naked and tied up, being pushed to the edge and beyond my sexual pleasures.

3. An artist has decided that you are his/her inspiration. They want to capture the essence of your sexiness in a sculpture. What would that sculpture look like? Describe it for us or post a photo of an existing sculpture that you believe closely captures the essence of your sexiness.

I would pick number sculpture #3 from the photo below, although my man would have to be my fiance, who is athletic and in much better shape than the post below.  I'd choose this pose because I love to return the favor of all the many ways he makes me crazy, a list that seems to be growing by the day.

4. You are being paid $500,000 USD to pose as a live nude model mimicking one of sculptures in the photo below. Which sculpture will you recreate live? Why?

#2, hands down.  And, I would call it "Pleasure for Two."  Easy choice because I LOVE tasting my man and I love to feel his lips and tongue go to work on me!

5. Which book title fits your current thoughts of love, sex or romance?

a. No More Silly Love Songs
b. The Joy of the Quickie
c. Dr. Seth’s Love Prescription
d. Why Do Fools Fall In Love

A - because, now that I've found "my man," there are no silly games, nor are there love songs that don't touch my heart.  The games are over and this love is real!!!  Thank you, Baby!!!

I Am His!
One of the things I’m learning through this wonderful journey of “submission” is that my adventurous soul lives in every aspect of my daily activities. My job: the fast-paced world of law and courtrooms. My house: A comfy three-bedroom home decorated with a big, flat-screen TV and trendy furniture. My man: incredibly bright and handsome on the outside, yet wildly different from anyone I’ve ever met before… so sure of himself that he challenges my sensuality and pushes my body to extremes I’ve never even dreamed existed.

Until now, my sex life had been safe, old-fashioned and too conservative. That has all changed with HIM! I love his beautiful brown eyes, his wit and his laugh, his lips and kisses, his electric touch, his athletic arms, shoulders and legs… and, my favorite of all of his amazing qualities, the way he treasures me.

I’m most astonished by that because, I guess all of my life, I’ve been self-conscious. I can never get my hair right… my once-perky 36B boobs have lowered with the birth of my two boys… I don’t have a flat belly, nor a sexy ass you’d find toned in an aerobics or spinning class. Jay, however, tells me – and, better yet, shows me – that I am “perfect” from head to toe (literally, head to toe!!!), and every day he gives me a different reason for why he loves me.

So, what’s a girl to do… other than completely give in? From traditional to adventurous and submissive… what a transformation!!! We’ve progressed from flirty friends… to massage and making out… to lovers… to light bondage, spanking and exhibitionism.

Nearly everything Jay has said and done causes ripples of electricity to shiver from my brain down my spine and out to every extremity of my body. My only choice in response is to surrender and invite Him to take ALL of me, which he seems to understand by studying the often unspoken, yet unmistakable communications my body, my mind and my heart express. And when I do surrender – to Him and to my desires – I know I can trust Him and just relax… thoroughly enjoying every adventure with Him!

So satisfying. So pleasurable. So erotic. So much fun. And, SO final… No one has ever made me feel this way and no one else ever will… I AM HIS!